Music

Music has a way to touch my soul that nothing else can. I used to listen to alot of songs and music during my younger days. But now, I listen to less songs and music. But it doesn't mean that I love music any less. It is just that I have less time to indulge in this interest of mine. I do however switch on the radio when I work. I cannot work without some music in the background.

I don't know how to explain that perculiar feeling that I am often overwhelmed with when I listen to songs or music. It seems to go right to my soul and touches something deep within. I can be so absorbed in it that time, place, people are no longer of importance to me.

In my house, the hubby has invested in a good sound system for me, which I seldom use. But if I do use it, I will be transported to a world of my own where nothing else matter but my music. When I am absorbed in my music, I do not want any disturbance. I just need to be alone and I don't want anyone, including the kids, to talk to me.

That is also the reason why I love piano so much. From young, I had wanted to learn how to play the piano. I was poor and my parents couldn't afford the lessons and a piano for me. Now that I can afford the lessons, I am beginning to doubt my competency due to my age. I don't know... I just feel that I can no longer do it and that my bones are too stiff for the piano. There are certain things which I am confident of, and there are certain things which I am not confident of.